Multiple Sclerosis Research: What's in a Name? 30th hello I realize I will not permitted, I had submitted the short questionnaire which had my symptoms captured, small addition I found I was having dandruff since I was a kid .
Thursday, April 30, 2015
Wednesday, April 22, 2015
"itna pyaar nahin chahiye
sense
child hood , was following Borris , posters TV - matches clasping n clapping . Post 13 years was no longer a child . fell sick could not stand suddenly , was taken to a orthopedic who tied weights to my feet a month lapsed . I was taken to Delhi AIMS hospital , blood tests , x rays , then was sent to a physiotherapist , given a number of exercises , and medication. in 1 year Ma enrolled me to learn lawn tennis . The coach was good a unnatural was made to play early morning and she in a year represented the district and then the state.
child hood , was following Borris , posters TV - matches clasping n clapping . Post 13 years was no longer a child . fell sick could not stand suddenly , was taken to a orthopedic who tied weights to my feet a month lapsed . I was taken to Delhi AIMS hospital , blood tests , x rays , then was sent to a physiotherapist , given a number of exercises , and medication. in 1 year Ma enrolled me to learn lawn tennis . The coach was good a unnatural was made to play early morning and she in a year represented the district and then the state.
My hero , Ma.
need to learn how to blog !
i am inundated with thoughts from Ma's demise , year 2013 passed away to 2015 . I guess I cant separate myself from her intention to have a personal chat with God. She jumped off the stairs with a rope around her neck. She did not snap her neck , she maintained a smile to the end . I did not think she had died, wanted to tickle her feet . Was give to certify her death by the police . The morgue is where we met , stench was nauseating .
i am inundated with thoughts from Ma's demise , year 2013 passed away to 2015 . I guess I cant separate myself from her intention to have a personal chat with God. She jumped off the stairs with a rope around her neck. She did not snap her neck , she maintained a smile to the end . I did not think she had died, wanted to tickle her feet . Was give to certify her death by the police . The morgue is where we met , stench was nauseating .
Friday, March 27, 2015
Old weaknesses
Still follow around with no knowledge , dumb you could say . Some say you are in a wishful thinking world .
Ten years or may be more , if i was not to be , i should give it up .
Hope may have knocked .......cure through chemotherapy followed by stem cell replacement .
‘Astounding’ MS Stem Cell Treatment stops disease in 91% of Patients | Stem Cell Banking News http://buff.ly/1FicLez
i cannot think of going for a 91% chance , 100 % is all i need with a paid for .
Ten years or may be more , if i was not to be , i should give it up .
Hope may have knocked .......cure through chemotherapy followed by stem cell replacement .
‘Astounding’ MS Stem Cell Treatment stops disease in 91% of Patients | Stem Cell Banking News http://buff.ly/1FicLez
i cannot think of going for a 91% chance , 100 % is all i need with a paid for .
Monday, March 16, 2015
Broken Wing
Recreating a wing, did not know it took so long. Life all of a sudden does not seem so eventful. Am I waiting to die isn't everybody. Why do some make it so interesting ? for themselves ofcorse no one else.
Strike is now Strife for life
After 3 years I returned. I was fearful of loosing my blog .
2013 was a year i cannot forget . I came back to Aurangabad after almost 20 years . No known people to return to . No eyesight to guide me on . But not sure why i was not willing to believe I was over.
2015 now believing in myself and organic food and physiotherapist for the exercises I am to do !
2013 was a year i cannot forget . I came back to Aurangabad after almost 20 years . No known people to return to . No eyesight to guide me on . But not sure why i was not willing to believe I was over.
2015 now believing in myself and organic food and physiotherapist for the exercises I am to do !
Saturday, September 22, 2012
Strike III
Multiple sclerosis has stuck me up again, reappeared in 2012 start by March , it became tough to read . thought my myopic vision was undergoing a change , I could read the news paper without glasses...and see TV as well. was happy that my number had changed. Went to a doctor !
"your vision is only at 30% < ......steroids "
My world crashed, what ever he said made sense .Yes distance was very difficult.
3 months under a homeopath and yes I can see distant objects. But I cannot walk come July.....
tough is this predicament, no idea how to end it. My Life has ended smiles, family members adopt different tactics. One blames crimes from previous birth, have to suffer.Pray pray pray, let me have good life so that i can bring cheer to many, is that not good karma ? The other is taking logical steps no money in my hands and no splurging my decade of savings. ..I say no marriage as who will carry this living hell ?
6 months now over eyes are good better over 10 years may be...
only i can't walk ! anymore more than 15 min
I have to keep trying no more giving up, live it up...
My medication changed in September '12 and praying .... mantra continuously. Feel better and less vacant and empty.
Will update. more .
8 months now, have not moved out of the house and have celebrated Diwali with pain, my legs were not mine. It happened all of a sudden I was improving my walking capability but it just left me.
That was November'12 now it is December'12 , 6.
Have improved and it is a steady improvement, I may have gotten a bit more positive in my outlook. I can walk for 30 min and stay out for 2-4 hours ( out of the house not standing or walking sitting in a public place. My learning is that both my parents take turns to be depressed, ma was not giving in but she wants out of the no celebration mode we have been trapped ourselves in. Baba is okay ....has his bad days when he gets confused.
Today my colleague called she was asked to, who knows why. I am clear that I will get ALRIGHT now that I have the opportunity given by God, it is my actions that will show that "Yes" the opportunity was given to the correct person.
I found the solution to Multiple Sclerosis , it's ACCUPUNCTURE ! today was my 18th sitting , for the last 3 days I have been stronger in my physical strength and mentally as well a fightercock i always was only for nearly the last decade i became silent , i have fought with with my parents and lost money in the stock market yet am good.
My mother is very depressed she tells my father that he should get sleeping pills so that the three of us can go to sleep forever. She still is scared that I will a easy target to cruelty.
Next mission make both of them Happy !
"your vision is only at 30% < ......steroids "
My world crashed, what ever he said made sense .Yes distance was very difficult.
3 months under a homeopath and yes I can see distant objects. But I cannot walk come July.....
tough is this predicament, no idea how to end it. My Life has ended smiles, family members adopt different tactics. One blames crimes from previous birth, have to suffer.Pray pray pray, let me have good life so that i can bring cheer to many, is that not good karma ? The other is taking logical steps no money in my hands and no splurging my decade of savings. ..I say no marriage as who will carry this living hell ?
6 months now over eyes are good better over 10 years may be...
only i can't walk ! anymore more than 15 min
I have to keep trying no more giving up, live it up...
My medication changed in September '12 and praying .... mantra continuously. Feel better and less vacant and empty.
Will update. more .
8 months now, have not moved out of the house and have celebrated Diwali with pain, my legs were not mine. It happened all of a sudden I was improving my walking capability but it just left me.
That was November'12 now it is December'12 , 6.
Have improved and it is a steady improvement, I may have gotten a bit more positive in my outlook. I can walk for 30 min and stay out for 2-4 hours ( out of the house not standing or walking sitting in a public place. My learning is that both my parents take turns to be depressed, ma was not giving in but she wants out of the no celebration mode we have been trapped ourselves in. Baba is okay ....has his bad days when he gets confused.
Today my colleague called she was asked to, who knows why. I am clear that I will get ALRIGHT now that I have the opportunity given by God, it is my actions that will show that "Yes" the opportunity was given to the correct person.
I found the solution to Multiple Sclerosis , it's ACCUPUNCTURE ! today was my 18th sitting , for the last 3 days I have been stronger in my physical strength and mentally as well a fightercock i always was only for nearly the last decade i became silent , i have fought with with my parents and lost money in the stock market yet am good.
My mother is very depressed she tells my father that he should get sleeping pills so that the three of us can go to sleep forever. She still is scared that I will a easy target to cruelty.
Next mission make both of them Happy !
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