Multiple sclerosis has stuck me up again, reappeared in 2012 start by March , it became tough to read . thought my myopic vision was undergoing a change , I could read the news paper without glasses...and see TV as well. was happy that my number had changed. Went to a doctor !
"your vision is only at 30% < ......steroids "
My world crashed, what ever he said made sense .Yes distance was very difficult.
3 months under a homeopath and yes I can see distant objects. But I cannot walk come July.....
tough is this predicament, no idea how to end it. My Life has ended smiles, family members adopt different tactics. One blames crimes from previous birth, have to suffer.Pray pray pray, let me have good life so that i can bring cheer to many, is that not good karma ? The other is taking logical steps no money in my hands and no splurging my decade of savings. ..I say no marriage as who will carry this living hell ?
6 months now over eyes are good better over 10 years may be...
only i can't walk ! anymore more than 15 min
I have to keep trying no more giving up, live it up...
My medication changed in September '12 and praying .... mantra continuously. Feel better and less vacant and empty.
Will update. more .
8 months now, have not moved out of the house and have celebrated Diwali with pain, my legs were not mine. It happened all of a sudden I was improving my walking capability but it just left me.
That was November'12 now it is December'12 , 6.
Have improved and it is a steady improvement, I may have gotten a bit more positive in my outlook. I can walk for 30 min and stay out for 2-4 hours ( out of the house not standing or walking sitting in a public place. My learning is that both my parents take turns to be depressed, ma was not giving in but she wants out of the no celebration mode we have been trapped ourselves in. Baba is okay ....has his bad days when he gets confused.
Today my colleague called she was asked to, who knows why. I am clear that I will get ALRIGHT now that I have the opportunity given by God, it is my actions that will show that "Yes" the opportunity was given to the correct person.
I found the solution to Multiple Sclerosis , it's ACCUPUNCTURE ! today was my 18th sitting , for the last 3 days I have been stronger in my physical strength and mentally as well a fightercock i always was only for nearly the last decade i became silent , i have fought with with my parents and lost money in the stock market yet am good.
My mother is very depressed she tells my father that he should get sleeping pills so that the three of us can go to sleep forever. She still is scared that I will a easy target to cruelty.
Next mission make both of them Happy !
"your vision is only at 30% < ......steroids "
My world crashed, what ever he said made sense .Yes distance was very difficult.
3 months under a homeopath and yes I can see distant objects. But I cannot walk come July.....
tough is this predicament, no idea how to end it. My Life has ended smiles, family members adopt different tactics. One blames crimes from previous birth, have to suffer.Pray pray pray, let me have good life so that i can bring cheer to many, is that not good karma ? The other is taking logical steps no money in my hands and no splurging my decade of savings. ..I say no marriage as who will carry this living hell ?
6 months now over eyes are good better over 10 years may be...
only i can't walk ! anymore more than 15 min
I have to keep trying no more giving up, live it up...
My medication changed in September '12 and praying .... mantra continuously. Feel better and less vacant and empty.
Will update. more .
8 months now, have not moved out of the house and have celebrated Diwali with pain, my legs were not mine. It happened all of a sudden I was improving my walking capability but it just left me.
That was November'12 now it is December'12 , 6.
Have improved and it is a steady improvement, I may have gotten a bit more positive in my outlook. I can walk for 30 min and stay out for 2-4 hours ( out of the house not standing or walking sitting in a public place. My learning is that both my parents take turns to be depressed, ma was not giving in but she wants out of the no celebration mode we have been trapped ourselves in. Baba is okay ....has his bad days when he gets confused.
Today my colleague called she was asked to, who knows why. I am clear that I will get ALRIGHT now that I have the opportunity given by God, it is my actions that will show that "Yes" the opportunity was given to the correct person.
I found the solution to Multiple Sclerosis , it's ACCUPUNCTURE ! today was my 18th sitting , for the last 3 days I have been stronger in my physical strength and mentally as well a fightercock i always was only for nearly the last decade i became silent , i have fought with with my parents and lost money in the stock market yet am good.
My mother is very depressed she tells my father that he should get sleeping pills so that the three of us can go to sleep forever. She still is scared that I will a easy target to cruelty.
Next mission make both of them Happy !
